Half alive, lobotomized and loving it
(Loving it, loving it, loving it)
I got no cares or worries, I just say fuck it
(I just say fuck it, fuck it)
I'm half alive, lobotomized and loving it
(Loving it, loving it, loving it)
Just numb away my problems
It's how I want it
(It's how I want it, want it)
Life is falling apart on me
I'm dying inside
The demons closing in on me
It's eating me alive
In a broken home, with a broken mind
I'd rather feel nothing inside
Like a zombie clinging on to life
Just let me rot away tonight
Half alive, lobotomized and loving it
(Loving it, loving it, loving it)
I got no cares or worries, I just say fuck it
(I just say fuck it, fuck it)
I'm half alive, lobotomized and loving it
(Loving it, loving it, loving it)
Just numb away my problems
It's how I want it
(It's how I want it, want it)
Maybe I'm better off this way
Don't need a reason why
To stagger through another day
I'd gladly live a lie
Drowning out the thoughts I have up there
A disillusion I can bear
Just melt my mind with a distant stare
It's easier if I don't care
Half alive, lobotomized and loving it
(Loving it, loving it, loving it)
I got no cares or worries, I just say fuck it
(I just say fuck it, fuck it)
I'm half alive, lobotomized and loving it
(Loving it, loving it, loving it)
Just numb away my problems
It's how I want it
(It's how I want it, want it)
A rotting mind, I'm dead inside
I'm half alive, I'm half alive
Got nothing left, so dead inside
I'm half alive, I'm half alive
credits
from Half Alive,
released December 8, 2023
Music: GuitarHeroPianoZero
Mix & Mastering: GuitarHeroPianoZero
Lyrics: GuitarHeroPianoZero
Tuning: Aria
supported by 6 fans who also own “Half Alive (ft. Synthesizer V ANRI)”
Literally one of my fav songs of all time. It really captures what an AI would probably feel like if they were sentient.
Literally can't recommend this any more if I could, EVERYONE should listen to it :) mysticalespyeon96